should i?

After view ur blog...
i'm disappointed...
why??
i keep asking myself why...


am i wrong?
i shouldn't give u once more chance right??
why are you make me disappointed again??
wth...


truely dissapointed...
don't know how many time ady...
you are not treasure me enough..
if you are just trying to lied me you can go ahead...
this is the last chance i gave u...
that's ur problem...
it's ur fault...not i no giving u the chance!
is you try to lost it! :(


SERIOUSLY DISAPPOINTED ON YOU.

朋友♥

最近超爱他们♥

等下又要去上课了！

4pm-6pm~我的妈妈啊！T^T

痛苦~~~~

最近觉得很stress><...

搞不懂为什么！

就是很担心考试和Assignment的东西！

为什么我那么笨？

谁来帮帮我？

突然好怕我什么都做不好:(

祝我好运吧！><

我在学校终于有了朋友啦！^^

不敢相信我讲英文叻！

哈哈哈哈:D

她们两个一个不会讲华语><

所以我们一开始就用英文沟通了！xD

我相信我讲英文会进步的xD

加油了！等我讲英文讲到很流利的那一天啦！^v^

tHe End.

空虚 :(

心情低落...
最近很EMO嘛！O.O
发神经><
最近开facebook全部人都Post很Emo的东西~
拜托~我已经够Emo了就别再给我Emo了啦`><
讨厌~~~


算啦~
有些事情就是这样~
爱情不是你想得到就能得到的:)
要乐观看待！


是你的到最后也会是你的~
不是你的怎样也强求不来~
对吧？呵呵~


一段真正的爱情一定会经过一些磨练~
爱情本来就会经历伤心难过的时刻~
没有一段爱情是没有经历过不好的时候~
经历的就让它去经历吧~
也许这是一个过程 :)


最近心感到很空虚~
不懂为什么 :(
心好像少了一块东西><
怎么补也补不回了 :(
等吧~
时间会冲淡一切的！
加油！:)

谢谢他们的安慰♥

it's time♥

hey yo!
it's been a long time i didn't update my blog><
hehehe...
i quite busy and lazy><...
so just rarely will update ya :)


my new university life are started...
but it seems nth special><...
havent get to know my classmate><
becasue i just went to 2 days only...
havent long yet maybe?><
just try to see when i will know some friends><


and...
yesterday was a bad day!
today too :(
BAD NEWS POP OUT TOO MUCH AND TOO SUDDEN!
i can't accepted :'(
please don't do it again!!
maybe this just a lesson of my life...
i should learn from it :')


it's time to let it go...
it's time to think mature...
it's time to forget...
this just a lesson of my life...
i should learn from it one :)


that's all...
anyway...you'll never know how much you hurt me :)

best friend forever!♥

University :)

hoho!
really long time didn't update my blog ady><
sorry...because i'm too busy ady><


hmmmm..
tomorrow gonna start my university life :)
wish me good luck!
hope everything will be fine :)
wish me good luck to meet those good friends...but not bad huh :P


recently just keep dance and watch drama...
nothing special...
today is Aprilfool!
I CAN SAY TOTALLY NOT A HAPPY APRILFOOL DAY :'(
so sadddddddddddddddd :(((
fine....everything will be allright :)
cheer up felisya!


okay lah...
nothing special to say ady...:)
new university new life...
don't worry :) (actually i so worry :(  )


nvm lah!!
should be happy one!
bye! :)

yesterday show make up!:)

1st time draw eyeliner by myself><...

HANDSTAND!

Yesterday start learning handstand by myself><...
wanna push my leg up!!
arghhhhh~~!
is so hard!!!
my head bang to wall few times><...PAIN!!!!!!!


NEVERMIND!!!
I WILL CHALLENGE YOU TILL I WIN YOU!!!
T^T....let me WIN pleaseeee~~~><


HANDSTAND!
HERE I COMING!
FIGHTING!

3/14♥

啊^_^今天是白色情人节噢!^~^
祝大家白色情人节快乐啦！:P


今天就来告诉大家星期一的训练吧><
真的很恐怖也很累！
我相信接下来都会越来越难越来越辛苦的！
但是没关系！也许熬过了就会进步啊！:)


有倒立叻=O=
什么嘛><....
哈哈哈！
难道死><...
不会啊！！
然后他教Step后还要solo~><
可是这次他选2个人或3个人一组咯！吓死我咩><
觉得自己很弱！><
加油啦！xP


老师也叫我们最好每天都来跳！
会进步更快！
我会的^^
fighting! :D


昨天也是很累！
连续跳了4小时=O=
哈哈哈！
减肥成功啊！（老师说的xD）
现在整身痛了！
老了咯><...
哈哈哈！


好啦！
今天就这样吧^^
拜拜~^^

my Monday :D♥

owh...today is Monday!^^
today have a special dance class :D
just for those who been pick by our teacher!
and a good news is i have been choose!^_^


this was a good chance and also a luck...
i should appreciate it so much :))
i must!^^
i will put my best foot forward!
i will hardworking and try my best to do the best!^^
thank you teacher for choosing me :))
thanks so much!!♥


and now i'm just so exited for tonight xD
don't know what step today will teach><
don't know how the class going :D
i'm just waiting :))


ok la!
i go watch my fiction and waiting the night coming!^^
7pm！i'm coming! xP

this quote quite meaningful right!^^

i know it is xP

久违的update !♥

啊！
谢天谢地我的internet终于好了！
2个星期这样我家的internet坏了><
昨天终于修好了！
但由于昨天做工不得空所以今天才上！^^


download了很多首歌！
兴奋！xD
等下又要去追我的“面包王金桌球”咯！^~^
很好看下！
朋友推荐我的噢！感性又刺激！
不错看啊！:))


最近就是跳舞，做工，看戏，看小说和根跳舞的朋友喝茶罢了:))
22号成绩出炉咯！
紧张又期待xD
看到朋友在facebook写成绩的rate><
有点害怕！
好高啊><
都不懂会有A-没有呢！>_<
不管啦！已经命中注定了！
我们就等着那天的到来吧！>~<


erm...
最近真的很爱跳舞！
其实之前也是很爱了的啦！xD
不过最近常去而已！^^
dancing is a part of my life! :P
我不会放弃的！加油！:D

hoho! 

last tuesday d step :D

Miss A-Over U xD

guess which one is me xDDD

and give some comment of my dance^~^

好啦！

今天就这样先xD

要去看我的连续剧了！:P

晚上又跳舞啦！^^

拜拜！♥

Valentine's?

tomorrow is a sweet day! :D
yes! it's Valentine's day :)
for every couple ofcourse is a sweet day la!
for me?nothing x))


tmr wanna do what??
don't know wehhhh><
will see how lahhhh><
don't wish to stay at home!


lol...=.='''
really boring....
just know to stay inside my room and chase drama!
but "City Hunter" really nice!
left last disc ady^^
hope to finish it as fast as possible! xP


okay lah!
nothing to type ady lah! 
good night! :)

不可以！

我知道我不能！

所以不可以开始去想！

要快点放下！

快点不去想！

啊！！！！

我讨厌这感觉！

我不能有！

绝对不能！

忘记忘记！

放弃放弃！

吃醋的感觉就是心里感到酸酸的~

但是却什么也做不了><

一定不是！

不可以有这种想法！

damn it! shit!

driving learning! :D

yeah!
later 12pm++ i'm going learn driving!^^
exited!
but i'm afraid>< 


may god bless me!
wish me good luck and safe! :)
Thank You!<3


now just waiting the ppl come :D
ok then!
bye bye! x)

佛光山东禅寺!

星期一是元宵节！
我去了佛光山东禅寺出Show!
表演+伴舞！:D


当晚我看见东于哲，张智成。马嘉轩以及钟盛忠等等的歌手！:D
本来还以为可以跟东于哲还有张智成合照的~
但是他们太大牌！不能 T^T
也许是因为出名怕粉丝围过来吧~><


所以只跟钟盛忠拍咯！
他最亲切最好了！
彩排时就到了~
还跟很多人合照~
不骄傲！
人好好xD


张智成也不错~
我伴他的舞时他还转过头对我们打招呼！
跳完还跟我们道谢！
不错不错！
只差合照罢了~


东于哲就......
哈哈哈！
比较大牌吧=.='''
看都没看我们~


不过很高兴能看到他们！
而且还是很近噢！
也很高兴当晚演出成功！
恭喜恭喜！:D


就这样咯！
现在要去看我的连续剧！
晚上去跳舞！
跳"The Boys"噢！
终于等到了！xDDD


就这样！
拜拜咯！

超喜欢这张照片！xD

我就喜欢四格的照片！:D

还没like的去我facebook like一下xD

钟盛忠！

我和Penguin! :D

我和Eileen! :D

爽!xD

这是星期六的Show拍的！:D

红阿~！

february! :)

February is arrived unconsciously!
wow~~unbelievable!


few weeks ago we are still celebrating our CNY~
but now it's ended!
time really flies in a jiffy! (this sentence i have said many times=.=)
but it's true!
time really so precious!


i have been long time didn't update my blog , i know right~!
hahaha xD
because i'm busy chasing my drama! :D
"My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho" !
this drama is really awesome!
if you haven't watch it u must go watch!
niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to the max! x)


And i liked the song in the drama!
it's awesome too!♥


Tracy loves the male lead-Lee Seung Gi =,='''
lol...xDDD
he's cute but i more love my husband Kim Hyun Joong xP


yesterday i have finish watched this drama! :D
today maybe wanna start to watch "City Hunter"!
but later macam want go watch movie with my cousin xD
see how 1st lah! :D


okay!
i'm going offline and download some song :)
bye!♥

some of CNY 2012 Pictures! :D

 my cutie nephew son!so is mine what??

i don't know call what=.= xD

love him!:D

my nephew! :D

my pretty cousin Serena! :D

my cutie Ah Ma! :D

me and my brother xD

short post of CNY！

很快的！

新年又要来临了！

哇！

没想到一年过得那么快！

一转眼又是新的一年了！:D

农历新年就快到了！

倒数3天！:D

蛮期待的！

大家一起举起手！

唱啦啦啦啦！

没烦恼来开心过年！xD

今天在家！

很乖xD

现在要去看小说咯！

拜拜！^^

my husband new picture!:D

handsome-nyaaaa~~~♥

leisure holidays :/

awwwww><...
long time didn't update my bloggie :P
because i spended my leisure holidays at my nanny's house :D
i very like to go there ,
because they let me feel very warm!
it's really warm when together with them :)
their unite and jolly ,
really love the warmest time with them!


but i have a trouble...
everytime i go there also need to worried about my mom and grandmom~
my mom it's okay , because if i got ask her she will let me go ,
just she don't likes i stay at there too long :(
but i really so boring if at home :(


my grandmom is maybe jealous so everytime she also unhappy when i went to there==
but grandmom...i spend many times at home with you ady...
don't you think?
when i still going to school ,
every weekdays i also stay at home with you~
hardly i have a leisure holidays~
i just use my leisure holidays and spend some times with them also can't?
please think my feelings okay?


i'm not angry them...
just my nanny raise me up when i was still a baby...
peoples also have feelings , 
don't you think the feelings of mine?


and yet ,
she also miss me and treated me very good...
i have felt the caring and loving of her :')
i didn't go there everytime~
i rarely!
so just use a littile leisure times to spend with them also can't?


hmmmmm...
i will say like this is because someone else today blame me and say me ,
he said i didn't keep my promise to stay at home and help my grandmom cook~
i wan to say is ,
i also have my personal space and time...
i only can have a long leisure times after my SPM...
one's live only have one time...
so please think about that...
i also need to do my thing...
if i only stay at home who give me money or salary?


if i didn't go my nanny's house i also need to go to my mom's house der lah....
also can't always just stay at grandmom's house...
i really spend so many time at here ady still not enough?
i still have many chance to stay at here...
i still wan persue my studies at college...
also will stay at here one...
impossible you want to take away my rare holidays right?
please think about me...
i also have my personal space and time :(
sorry....i didn't mean what...
just so hurt when u spoke that~


okay lah...
today went to shopping with Tracy...
hahaha...
walked till leg so tired><
now want to play tetris ady :D
good night :)

distance

don't know what i feel now...
feeling bad mood~
emo-ing =.='''
also don't know why suddenly so emo...


i'm still coughing...
HATE IT SO MUCH!
at night can't sleep!
how many days i'm in this situation...
please go away!


hmmmm...
distance...
i felt something unhappy...
me and she?or maybe me and he?
i felt our distance became far ady...
i don't know why i have this feeling...
and cause i'm emo-ing now...==
shit man!


now...
i'm so vexed now :(
don't know what to think...
vexed pls go away :(

钱

今天就在家跟咳嗽度过==

咳嗽就快咳出我的肺！><

讨厌咳嗽啊！

睡觉也睡不好><

超讨厌的啦！T^T

今天的题目为何是钱？

很简单！因为我要说关于钱的问题咯！:)

这个月也许是过年月~

所以开销也特别大！><

其实我真的很讨厌自己很会花钱~

我不是有钱人~

我学人家花什么钱？

现在有一点点后悔买了那么多东西><

其实也不是浪费的东西啦~

就衣服咯~

咳~~~这个真的花了妈妈很多钱~

我要学会节俭啊！><

也许是因为爱美和想改变一下形象所以买了很多~

对不起妈妈~

妈妈那么辛苦赚钱养我跟弟弟~

我不应该浪费钱！

这个月要开始省钱了！

牺牲跳舞吧~><

这个月要换t-card卡所以要多给RM100...

我不想让妈妈又给我钱~

我只好默默的忍咯~

等过年过后再去！用我自己的红包钱给:)

刚好又有表演！

表演不用算class的！

所以我就把练习时间当成是跳舞咯！

有的跳好过没有 :D

再来就是college的事了~

要上college也是要一大笔钱的~

虽然叔叔说会给我读~

但是我还是会不好意思啊><

怎么好意思要别人供我读><

但是跟了我堂姐聊~

她说不用怕啦！以后到我做工赚多多钱的时候再报答他咯！

也对！我以后一定要好好报答他谢谢他^^

我也不是什么有钱人~

虽然很多朋友都认为我很有钱~

只是他们不了解~

看到我家那么大就这样判断~

如果他们了解就不会那样说我了~

家不是我的~

我真的不是千金小姐~

我只是一个很平凡很普通的女孩~

别把我说成那样~

我会很伤心~

虽然我不敢多说什么~但是你们的话确实伤到我了><

不管相信我的还是不相信的~

反正我就是跟大家一样都是人:)

钱真的很难赚噢！

我2月要去找工做了！

希望老天爷能给我找到一份好的工作！:)

薪水也不错的工！^^

加油！

人生还有很长的一段路还要走！

这只是其中的一段！

我要努力走下去！

刘倍君加油！

你一定可以的！^^

Time Square!

Today went to TS buy CNY cloths with my nanny daughter :D
weeee~~^^
we wake up in the early morning and go and have breakfast togother with their family!
after that only we go TS :D


10a.m++ we reach TS!
and then we start shopping until 6p.m><
geng!!!
my leng want patah ady...
actually just until 5p.m++ lah...
cause want take the small girl go Pavillion take picture!
cause there got a lot bear  bear ! xD
so cute and really a lot==
don't know what happen xD


after take picture then we only go back...
really a tired day!
and yet...
i'm coughing now :(
and headache T^T
want go to bed now ady...
good night :)

one U :P

Yeah....
today went to one utama with my cousin___Iris Xinli :D
we went to there because of Chinese New Year xD
we want to buy some new year cloth :)


we started shop at 2.00 p.m and finished at 8.30p.m!
wow xD
actually no so long lah...just 6 hours++><
hahaha...


I brought a dress :D
it so nice^^
so suit for 年初一 :P
and i brought 2 shirt and a pant!
and a Vincci wallet!!!
actually this wallet same as Charles & Keith der style leh!
totally same as last time i go C&K saw der><
copy??xD


but nvm...because i go C&K the wallet ady finished...
then i went back to Vincci and brought it :D
actually the colour is nice than Charles & Keith der lah!
and is Cheaper!
so is ok lah xP


ok lah...
tomorrow i still want dating xD
good night ya!^v^
sweet dream my blog walkers<3

倒数夜 :)

今天才的空来写倒数夜的事情xD
其实也没什么好写啦！
就是看到很多歌手！:D
就是Geraldine和赵洁莹啊！
还有李玉倾妈妈！
我还跟他们合照了呢！xD


他们都好美啊！
真荣幸能跟他们合照！
他们都好亲切好好人噢！^^


经过这次的表演过后噢~
我才真正理解到什么是“台上一分钟，台下十年功”的道理！
练习时真的是很辛苦很辛苦~
但是表演却只是那短短的几分钟~
所以啊~真不容易~


我也真正体会到~
艺人也不好当噢！
真的很辛苦的！
半夜三更也还要彩排~><
累死！


还有呢~
就是我看到那些做event的人啊！
也是很辛苦的><
他们要负责节目行程表~
负责交通~艺人的东西~
房间~等等的~
哇！真不简单><...


本来想读event management的~
可是看到这样又怕了~
怕做不来><...因为我是不能不睡觉的人><
现在我真的不知道自己要读什么了><...
咳~~~谁可以救救我？


妈妈说hotel management很好噢~~
我也可以啦><...
再看看啦！
Education Fair快点来！哈哈！
上次没去到><...
现在只有等咯！


就这样先咯！
昨天刚看完“美乐加油”！
好看！不过结局气死我xD
现在刚开始“犀利人妻”！
大家都说好看！
应该很好看的！xD
拜咯！

头发全部绑上去=.='''

丑叻><

李玉欽妈妈!^^

赵洁莹！:D

Geraldine!!^v^